Hi all, I'm very new to this site. I came across it accidently. I would just like some feedback regarding this site. Like how long has it been up and running? And, Is it a good place to meet others who are practicing some form of Paganism, or Wicca, and if so, is it a good site to swap Info, and techniques, or spells and such.....

I created a fast profile, but will do more changes when I find more time. I would imagine this site is like "Myspace" in which I have a page....My URL is:  myspace.com/livefreeordye

I welcome new friends. Please no request from guys who are looking for anyform of romance....I'm in a long term relationship, and am not interested in that kind of friendship. I'm looking for people who have similar likes as me, and perhaps would like to just chat, or tried trader secrets of the "craft"...or to just get to know one another. I like meeting new people. Especially since for the past couple of years, I've been "friendless", other than those that I speak to online....at Myspace, I have no friends at all, except my Boyfriend, who I've been with for over 11 years.....but we've been getting on eachother's nerves lately, so I am feeling mighty lonely.

I have always been very social, and have always had an abundance of friends. It's just been the past couple of years, that I pretty much lost touch with the few people who I did consider my friends. Some got married and moved on, some just moved, and well, I'm mostly to blame. I go through phases where I close up, and isolate. I push people away at times, without realizing it. But I worked on that with my last friend. We were the best of friends. I am a recovering Addict, and we had met in a 12 step meeting, in recovery. We were close from the start. She had asked me to "sponsor" her in the program. I was even in her wedding. But when she relapsed and started drinking again, she changed, and could be cruel at times....we had a stupid argument regarding her attitude, which she had been giving lately...well, when my buttons are pressed, I can say some wild shit. But basically I had been holding on to a resentment with her for some of the shit she put me through. I always thought she was a loving caring person and friend...but she changed also once she left her marriage in under a year that they were married. She was having an affair with a married man, and every time I tried to be there for her, it was never enough. 

So she got some of her slingers in, and hurt me, and I barked right back at her. After a few months, I really started missing her, and I tried to talk to her, but she basically blew me off, saying that people come and go in one's life...(something I taught her about, only for her to try and use it on me), and that she wished to no longer be friends with me. Well I was shocked and angry...but eventually I calmed down. But I feel hurt, and betrayed. I miss her something awful. She was such a lovely person when she wasn't drinking....but as soon as she started, she changed ino someone I've never had to encounter. When we were friends, there was nothing that we would not do for eachother. I miss her. I want to call her on her cell phone and talk with her, but I haven't worked up enougn courage. I don't feel like getting rejected again. I did the best I could do. She was a pretty "High maintainance" friend. So I figure, her loss.

Well enough of that crap....I guess I just need to share that with you.

Thank you for reading up to this point.

Blessings to you all,

SCORPION GODDESS

"Michelle"

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